ytd and tody is like raining cats and dogs.
God doesn't cry lahhh. :DDD
but then, why is it feeling so disastrous?
well, i guess you know the reason, whoever you are.

if cyberdays continues forever,
if i can fall sick and runaway,
HALLELUJAH!
but sadly, that's impossible.
arhhhh, WHYWHYWHY! why cant it just a cyberweek?
so that i can chiong more of the literature, plus broadcast
(which i haven even touch yet...)
so that i will not face those people.
suddenly i really hated going school..
how i wished that i am home-schooled :(

but then studying is really really fun.
though i may become a pianist in the future.
GOD AND MUSIC, both of you can really cheer me up from now on.
`cos without the both of you, maybe i will commit suicide. X((((
i just cannot live without God. and music.

WHY AM I SO EMO???? tell me why.
cos its in the blood? no. my pa and ma isn't like this :DDDD
or maybe i am having depression. well maybe its true.

oh well. i only have to look forward, and stop crying and sighing.
because those actions does not make me reach out for happiness;
because that will even more deteriorate my condition.

are we really just like that?
because of a fall, everything is broken,
and cannot be stitched back (?)
you can have a very long relationship.
but with just one sentence, everything just dismisses to nothing.
maybe i really needed counciling.
maybe i should beg for mercy.
maybe i should say sorry earlier.
but can you be sure that these will help in getting back our relationship?
God knows. ...