since when did people have the mood: anger and sadness?
it is such and ancient and modern thing at the same time.
well, i have, and so do other people in the world.
and it happened recently.
ha.
也许我不配拥有友情这种珍贵的东西,
因为我实在无法好好的珍惜, 好好的握在手里.
没事就拿他们当出气筒,
DAMN YOU SERENA.
now then i understand, why my friendships are so fragile.
it is not because that it is 易碎品,
but because i break it INTENTIONALLY?
or ACCIDENTALLY? haha.
talking to the monitor is like more comfortable.
facing a person's face suddenly make me so scared.
and i do not need to really do "talking",
but typing instead. ((((((((;
but then they say,
"friends forever".
IT SEEMED SO FAKE TO ME,
all because of me ><
i'm not trying to act cute using the emotional icons or whatever u call.
but maybe, i wanna cry on the inside.
squeeze the tears EMOTIONALLY, out of my conscience.
i dun wanna cry anymore, because i wun stop.
u know my tear glands are more developed. =]
so i'll just stop everything.
STOP.
and say to myself,
"serena, RELECT, REPENT, and REFLECT".
amen.
3:42 AM