just. STOP, SERENA.
stopit, and take a look behind your shoulders.
maybe afterall, you are born to be like that.
born to be without friends?
primary school. no best friends.
and when it comes to melissa, you are OHSOHAPPY.
then YOU are the one who broke the relationship.

then secondary one.
patched up with melissa,
but she went along with marilyn.
and so therefore u are once again alone.

secondary two.
brande with shiyun. plus lihui and yenling,
blahblahblah. because you opened up.
ONCE AGAIN, YOU SHITTY IDIOT BROKE IT ALL UP.
walaos.

three times. or two times.
you make the unhappen-able happened.
because you lacked the sense of really listening to others and not to yourself.
maybe its because i listened to too much of myself, during primary school period.
SERENA CHIA IS A DAMN BLOODY SELF-CENTERED PERSON.
thats a damned fact. haha :D

a warped mind, a nearly-broken family, broken relationships,
everything seems to be really in no-good condition.

i dun have anything to say to you, i guess.
cos i really do not know what to say.
yes i am selfish. and YES i really am selfish.
and i am a dumbass that takes everything for granted.
so do you still want this kind of friend? let me answer for you: NO.

you do not know how to talk to me.
same way here man. i really do not know how to even type your name here anymore.
it just feels strange.

i wun push blame to any person under the sun anymore.
but just let me say finish. i did not diao you last friday.
if you think it was, LET IT BE. i hack care, because what is done is done.
theres no time machine.

broadcast project plus literature journal.
for this, serena you can be self-centered. (:
the rest? ask God. cos i am stupid.

okay i think i know what to say lerrh.
because i finally suddenly had so many things bottled up inside.
if you initially wanted to talk to me but because of my previous posts,
... suddenly i dunno what to say liao. (haha XDDDD)
ok. fine, if you dunno how to talk to me, if you still have all the contacts...
will be happy if you keep them lorr ;)
but if you deleted them i wun blame you.
who under the sun will keep contacts of a self-centered person?

then if u really do not know how to talk to me,
same here.
so i think.
maybe we should really calm down during the holidays.

or maybe i should burn away the "scissored" notebook. ...