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Sunday, August 26, 2007
i am telling you, i am not vulnerable.
i am not.
because God is always there for me.
i guess so.

but now i am falling.
and i sense that it will be a DAMN HEAVY CRASH.
i know what iam doing know.
and all those mood swings.
i know what i am doing okays. and i jolly well know how to handle everything.
`cos God is with me.

but you dun understand. and i also dun understand.
both of us also dun understand each other.
so why be together?
i guess this is the end of us.

i want to explain but i do not know how.
you say whats the prob with me.
yes i really do have a problem. I REALLY DO.
you say that i have tremendous mood swings. I DO.
everything i admit. okay. and i am DOG TIRED.
i guess, this is the end. glorious memories, i wun try to really get them outta my mind.
just let them sink quietly.

and you, with shiyun and yenling will then be the perfect triangle.
no need to fuss over anything, because its over,
and u do not need to choose over who and who.
just be yourself.
if yenling really craps about us,
maybe you dun have to bother what she says.
cos if we really get together again, oh yet another storm will be coming.

you can jolly well delete my contacts,
if that pleases you enough.
if still that cant dispell the hatred,
you are also allowed to dao me in class. WHATEVER!

but get this straight. when we last talked,
it's not me who's venting anger.
it's you! you who took away things from me.
AND I HAD ENOUGH OF PEOPLE TAKING THINGS AWAY FROM ME!
FIRSTLY MY MOTHER, THEN YOU!
what the fcuk man.

whatever, this week's broadcast...
i guess we need to "sit together" unwillingly.
...


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