OK, TODAY IS IT DAY.
hiphip hurray -.-
its sian de lor! =x

the history ws is like, @_@
then still got the maths, science, mother tongue, english.
WALAO! veryvery waste ink larhh. my ink is using up.
what can i do? NOTHING, precisely.
today also did friendster things, and i SERIOUSLY have the urge to change blogskin.
dunnoe why, maybe because of my crazy download scheme. haha.
its like i got over TWENTY blogskin docs in my comp can, because they're simply too beautiful.

hey just now we got a scare, brande forgot her id for the acelearning thing.
wahh, we were like thinking larrhh, and i "sort of" rmb something like kimiko-?
yepp, and the id we got it lerhh, YAY! that's really something to celebrate.

不过为什么会开始不喜欢他呢?
昌珉, 因为你跟我的距离吗? 就像有天和KIMIKO的距离吗?
我又为什么一开始就喜欢你呢? 我应该是个大白痴吧.
曾经听说过 "LOVE IS A MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN TWO FOOLS".
忘了在哪里读过, 不过它 "差不多是对的".
听着你们唱的 "气球", 突然感到很悲伤.
又听到 AVRIL LAVIGNE'S "KEEP HOLDING ON",
那段距离更远了.

你不是白痴, 不过我才是.
我只是喜欢你的外表, 吗?
i put that comma, to show that it is a sentence, at the same time a question.
我真的好肤浅.嗯? 对吧?

maybe this is what they call, infatuation.
i hated this all along, but this day it really fell onto me.
i do not know what is the feeling i hold to you, and u never said "i love u",
not at all. and that is totally impossible.
so why should i continue this unrequitted love?
there's no reason under the sun for me to continue anymore, isn't it?
and i do not even know whether this is what they call, LOVE.
the most i can do, is to be your friend.
friend does not equal to lover. THERE'S A BIG DIFFERENCE.
and being your friend even seemed MORE IMPOSSIBLE.
do you know that it is THIS PAIN for me to keep clinging on to you,
and also hesitating at the same time whether to let go.

the pain is unbearable.
you are not me, so you won't understand.
should i let go? ...