5:04 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
fifty-eighth post. THE LAST.
and herby i declare that i had moved to somewhere else.
to seek better opportunities to change myself into a better person.
and also i will NOT scold nor criticise people anymore here and also in my new blog.
HO SHIYUN. if you are reading.
thanks for your comments anyway.
i know i suck. i know i'm hateful.
LET'S END IT HERE. and i can go happily-ever-after.
see the evidence in my archives. a click will do.
if you admire yenling, well i have no comments,
cos i also admire her for tolerating me for SO LONG.
she's quit school in case you dont know.
and i think, I THINK.
maybe we really aren't made for friends.
AFFINITY, what a chim word. that is in control of God.
we lack that. and SERIOUSLY we need alot of that in order to get together.
also the "prefect triangle" does not refer to a LOVE relationship,
in case you dont know i wrote that PLAYFULLY.
to refer us a three joint together, like a triangle.
its in the past, what can i do?
memories cannot be erased, but forgotten temporarily.
so therefore here i will say,
"BYE SHIYUN. BEST WISHES IN EVERYTHING. whatever you do."
and i dont hate you anymore.
but we still cant be friends, so what's the point?
and did you know that i really cried when i read those posts?
did you really think that i hated you all along?
why must you think that way?
fine. whosoever that is blabbering nonsense beside you.
i never touched that notebook since my argument with brande,
what's the point of using a book with holes,
and which brings back unhappy memories?
do you know that i had actually treasured the relationship very carefully?
reason beinbg please refer to SECONDARY ONE serenachia,
ask people around you what they think about the old serena, the real silent emo freak who cries almost for trivial matters;
the one who cried because she broke wenyi's pipa.
the one who cried when zhoulaoshi came and scolded her.
way before transforming into a person attracting attention in order to get more friends.
i am like very happy already.
why must i need a oneandonly friend? but brande's realy the one who understands me.
why cant everybody just stay together?
if you say yenling, arent you and brande who told me that she hates me for my attire?
i never said that i hated her or that she will affect me, and since she hates me then i wun talk much to her.
understand?...
and herby i declare that i had moved to somewhere else.
to seek better opportunities to change myself into a better person.
and also i will NOT scold nor criticise people anymore here and also in my new blog.
HO SHIYUN. if you are reading.
thanks for your comments anyway.
i know i suck. i know i'm hateful.
LET'S END IT HERE. and i can go happily-ever-after.
see the evidence in my archives. a click will do.
if you admire yenling, well i have no comments,
cos i also admire her for tolerating me for SO LONG.
she's quit school in case you dont know.
and i think, I THINK.
maybe we really aren't made for friends.
AFFINITY, what a chim word. that is in control of God.
we lack that. and SERIOUSLY we need alot of that in order to get together.
also the "prefect triangle" does not refer to a LOVE relationship,
in case you dont know i wrote that PLAYFULLY.
to refer us a three joint together, like a triangle.
its in the past, what can i do?
memories cannot be erased, but forgotten temporarily.
so therefore here i will say,
"BYE SHIYUN. BEST WISHES IN EVERYTHING. whatever you do."
and i dont hate you anymore.
but we still cant be friends, so what's the point?
and did you know that i really cried when i read those posts?
did you really think that i hated you all along?
why must you think that way?
fine. whosoever that is blabbering nonsense beside you.
i never touched that notebook since my argument with brande,
what's the point of using a book with holes,
and which brings back unhappy memories?
do you know that i had actually treasured the relationship very carefully?
reason beinbg please refer to SECONDARY ONE serenachia,
ask people around you what they think about the old serena, the real silent emo freak who cries almost for trivial matters;
the one who cried because she broke wenyi's pipa.
the one who cried when zhoulaoshi came and scolded her.
way before transforming into a person attracting attention in order to get more friends.
i am like very happy already.
why must i need a oneandonly friend? but brande's realy the one who understands me.
why cant everybody just stay together?
if you say yenling, arent you and brande who told me that she hates me for my attire?
i never said that i hated her or that she will affect me, and since she hates me then i wun talk much to her.
understand?
2:22 AM
Monday, September 17, 2007
did i say that i wanted a personal friend?
did i really told brandetanmengting of twoendurance about you and hobang?
GET A LIFE MAN. and i think u really have upgraded to a BITCH.
congrats that you have evolved to a vulgar shiyun.
YES I HAVE CHANGED, SO DO YOU.
DONT ACT LIKE YOU ARE VERYVERY INNOCENT.
WHEN DID I GAVE U A FUCKING SIGN?
SERIOUSLY I OUGHT TO SAY FUCK YOU IN FRONT OF YOU.
BUT I DIDNT.
u think i hate you.
answer, YES.
HAPPY? then you need explanation?
did you think that you are really a very good girl in two devotion?
HO SHI YUN OF TWO DEVOTION, WAKE UP.
i see you acting cool,
i see you dao-ing me first before even talking to me in the past.
do you think i am happy to see everything break into pieces?
ASSHOLE, wake up and see the mess around you.
if brande never said anything about what you have written,
i would NEVER BELIEVED that you actually have BITCH-LY wrote everything.
but see lah. I THINK YOU ARE THEN THE HAPPY ONE.
i changed a blogskin to let you SEE CLEARER.
no navigations, nothing but to scroll down.
i have apologised to brande.
you see yourself.
dont be lazy to click on archives.
AND WAIT I HAVENT SAID FINISHED YET.
i am attention-seeker.
agree. WHOOOOOOOOTs! do you need a certificate to give me?
SERENACHIA IS AN ATTENTION SEEKER! WOWWWWWWW.
fcuk lah.
maybe i can replace some 881 actresses to really sing on stage.
and have brande ALL TO MYSELF and dance.
happy? you happy then join hobang and the rest to do dramas.
two-faced people really love to act, that's my impression.
and see for yourself that i had already said that i am selfcentered.
dunt think that u're then the one who thought of that.
and stop asking those rhetorical questions when actually there're other answers to it.
SCOLDING BRANDE AND ME. fine then. i admit to what you have to say.
say i am a fucker also never mind,
BECAUSE I AM FOR WHO I AM.
i just want you to answer this question.
did you really treat brande as your best friend?...
did i really told brandetanmengting of twoendurance about you and hobang?
GET A LIFE MAN. and i think u really have upgraded to a BITCH.
congrats that you have evolved to a vulgar shiyun.
YES I HAVE CHANGED, SO DO YOU.
DONT ACT LIKE YOU ARE VERYVERY INNOCENT.
WHEN DID I GAVE U A FUCKING SIGN?
SERIOUSLY I OUGHT TO SAY FUCK YOU IN FRONT OF YOU.
BUT I DIDNT.
u think i hate you.
answer, YES.
HAPPY? then you need explanation?
did you think that you are really a very good girl in two devotion?
HO SHI YUN OF TWO DEVOTION, WAKE UP.
i see you acting cool,
i see you dao-ing me first before even talking to me in the past.
do you think i am happy to see everything break into pieces?
ASSHOLE, wake up and see the mess around you.
if brande never said anything about what you have written,
i would NEVER BELIEVED that you actually have BITCH-LY wrote everything.
but see lah. I THINK YOU ARE THEN THE HAPPY ONE.
i changed a blogskin to let you SEE CLEARER.
no navigations, nothing but to scroll down.
i have apologised to brande.
you see yourself.
dont be lazy to click on archives.
AND WAIT I HAVENT SAID FINISHED YET.
i am attention-seeker.
agree. WHOOOOOOOOTs! do you need a certificate to give me?
SERENACHIA IS AN ATTENTION SEEKER! WOWWWWWWW.
fcuk lah.
maybe i can replace some 881 actresses to really sing on stage.
and have brande ALL TO MYSELF and dance.
happy? you happy then join hobang and the rest to do dramas.
two-faced people really love to act, that's my impression.
and see for yourself that i had already said that i am selfcentered.
dunt think that u're then the one who thought of that.
and stop asking those rhetorical questions when actually there're other answers to it.
SCOLDING BRANDE AND ME. fine then. i admit to what you have to say.
say i am a fucker also never mind,
BECAUSE I AM FOR WHO I AM.
i just want you to answer this question.
did you really treat brande as your best friend?
12:23 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
hi i am back.
and will be gone to muggggggggg.
so here's my farewell speech (:
if you're still slacking in front of the monitor,
and not doing homework just because you want to relax,
GO THROW THE COMPUTER AWAY AND START STUDYING!
i dunt want to use any strong words to "encourage" you to study.
but then whoever you are. GO STUDY NOWWWWWWW.
because you are only left with 3 pathetic weeks,
same for me.
that is why i am leaving at the moment.
after the EOYs i will be back to entertain again :DDD
i wish every-buddy hears this.
EVERYBODY JIAYOUS! (((((((:
-----------
tmr - maths quiz + PBL consultation.
veryvery busy... and TIRING.
but then i volunteered for the maths quiz (((:
SERENACHIA IS THE HEROOOOOOO-
wahahahahahhaahahas.
i bought the CHANGMIN mag! yipee :DDD
but then so less of him.
ohmysixdollars.
then i will start mugging today.
EOYs are scary, and some people are scary too.
like SMARTASSES. perfectionists and etc.
(NOTE: THIS IS NOT REFERRING TO BRANDE)
you really are un-understandable.
i dunt know you anymore.
where's the old you? i want to find her back.
and whywhywhywhy on earth must you do that?
SUCKER. but not so until like a bitch.
why? maybe i should ask you.
she stopped me. i still want to talk to you about this matter.
but...
and will be gone to muggggggggg.
so here's my farewell speech (:
if you're still slacking in front of the monitor,
and not doing homework just because you want to relax,
GO THROW THE COMPUTER AWAY AND START STUDYING!
i dunt want to use any strong words to "encourage" you to study.
but then whoever you are. GO STUDY NOWWWWWWW.
because you are only left with 3 pathetic weeks,
same for me.
that is why i am leaving at the moment.
after the EOYs i will be back to entertain again :DDD
i wish every-buddy hears this.
EVERYBODY JIAYOUS! (((((((:
-----------
tmr - maths quiz + PBL consultation.
veryvery busy... and TIRING.
but then i volunteered for the maths quiz (((:
SERENACHIA IS THE HEROOOOOOO-
wahahahahahhaahahas.
i bought the CHANGMIN mag! yipee :DDD
but then so less of him.
ohmysixdollars.
then i will start mugging today.
EOYs are scary, and some people are scary too.
like SMARTASSES. perfectionists and etc.
(NOTE: THIS IS NOT REFERRING TO BRANDE)
you really are un-understandable.
i dunt know you anymore.
where's the old you? i want to find her back.
and whywhywhywhy on earth must you do that?
SUCKER. but not so until like a bitch.
why? maybe i should ask you.
she stopped me. i still want to talk to you about this matter.
but
1:31 AM
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
today is such a fine day (:
today is a new serena, or maybe i have reborn earlier.
thank you heavenly father, thanks for giving me life again.
a good weather, a good mood, a good start.
the sky is so blue today. but then just now it rained.
things can change so quickly, so do people.
human beings are most complicated in the universe i guess;
my conclusion while i came back from literature remedial. (((:
we watched hamlet; the film quality SARKS because it was filmed in the 90s.
well it cant be blamed then.
then there were times when mr white fast-forwarded the film and then the characters were like,
"!#%#%$^%&*^*%*(*%@^" HAHHAHAHAHHA, laugh until i got stomachache.
i want maiza's vcd player. :DDD
then edited the stories brande printed out from the net.
haha, i loved the endings.
BUT WHY THOSE STORIES ARE ALL SORT OF "LINK-ed" TO JAYCHOU'S SONGS?
so coincidential right? i just bought the album... ._.
well, serena is happy! (finally...)
and glad that she knows ow to create blogskin lerhh.
but dun rip okays brande.
its like quite strange when i talked to her.
maybe because it has been so long since we last talked.
two weeks. a veryvery long period of time.
then i was like in the "dunno what to talk" mode.
SWITCH ME BACK TO "TALKATIVE" MODE PLEASE.
then where's the remote control? :DDDD
i wantwant "yi ran fan te xi" plus "secret"OST!
jay chou. you are really getting on my nerves :D...
today is a new serena, or maybe i have reborn earlier.
thank you heavenly father, thanks for giving me life again.
a good weather, a good mood, a good start.
the sky is so blue today. but then just now it rained.
things can change so quickly, so do people.
human beings are most complicated in the universe i guess;
my conclusion while i came back from literature remedial. (((:
we watched hamlet; the film quality SARKS because it was filmed in the 90s.
well it cant be blamed then.
then there were times when mr white fast-forwarded the film and then the characters were like,
"!#%#%$^%&*^*%*(*%@^" HAHHAHAHAHHA, laugh until i got stomachache.
i want maiza's vcd player. :DDD
then edited the stories brande printed out from the net.
haha, i loved the endings.
BUT WHY THOSE STORIES ARE ALL SORT OF "LINK-ed" TO JAYCHOU'S SONGS?
so coincidential right? i just bought the album... ._.
well, serena is happy! (finally...)
and glad that she knows ow to create blogskin lerhh.
but dun rip okays brande.
its like quite strange when i talked to her.
maybe because it has been so long since we last talked.
two weeks. a veryvery long period of time.
then i was like in the "dunno what to talk" mode.
SWITCH ME BACK TO "TALKATIVE" MODE PLEASE.
then where's the remote control? :DDDD
i wantwant "yi ran fan te xi" plus "secret"OST!
jay chou. you are really getting on my nerves :D
9:52 PM
Monday, September 3, 2007
well was chatting with her about guangbo,
and then really i was shocked with her last sentence.
"i am not angry with you anymore, let's be friends again!"
and alot of smiley faces.
you must have thought alot before you said this right?
do you know that after i read that,
i really shed tears in front of the monitor?
a BIG THANKYOU! thanks alot for forgiving me.
and being friends with me again.
thanks, really thanks alot.
thank you brande....
and then really i was shocked with her last sentence.
"i am not angry with you anymore, let's be friends again!"
and alot of smiley faces.
you must have thought alot before you said this right?
do you know that after i read that,
i really shed tears in front of the monitor?
a BIG THANKYOU! thanks alot for forgiving me.
and being friends with me again.
thanks, really thanks alot.
thank you brande.
11:53 PM
REVIVAL OF THIS BLOG!!!!!!
get it, i am not deleting it! :D
hallelujah (:
well it really seemed so long, 10000000000yrs.
thats what they call exaggeration (:
hahax, lame. (but my leg not injured lehh)
now shall update.
WEDNESDAY(wow really that long!?) - english oral.
mark my word reader, i am doomed.
the reading of the passage was totally fine, thank God.
when it comes to the picture description and conversation,
the phrase that came out of my mouth the most - "ERRRRRRRRRRR..."
like 85% of the conversation was that phrase.
mdm jafaar still scratched her back in front of me... ._.
THURSDAY? - sucks larr, like usual.
ZZZZZzzzz...
FRIDAY - teacher's day! (:
well went back with mel to aps.
YUMENG I FINALLY FOUND YOU! man i missmissmiss her sooooo much!
she transferred to xinmin. (; abit sad for her as she is really really stressed in rgs.
well my conclusion for rgs is - HELL.
then saw mrs subrah and gave her the purple flower (bought in scool bkshop popular)
haha, as lively as before. SHE HAS A GRANDDAUGHTER! :DDDD
congratscongrats.
then went a WHOLE BIG ROUND and found gaolaoshi. TALL GUY/
raaaaars, i was like dunwan to give him liao, and then he appear. and then he disappear.
vicious cycle...._.
well gave him the orange flower and back to mel's home for literature journal.
wahhhhhhhhhhhs, chionged until 6.30pm!
when we reached PHS, mr white went off liao :S
so we asked somebody to put the book on his table.
i think i wun get high marks derr lah.
SATURDAY - stayed at home and did finish quite a lot of homework.
but then still got homeecons, so went to find recipes.
no piano lesson because of TEACHER'S DAY! (:
SUNDAY - shopping!
YAYYYYYYYYY! went shopping @ amk hub while mum go do facial.
well i bought food stuff and earrings (studs larr that kind, doggie pattern (((: ),
plus jay chou's "November's Chopin"!
i know its a veryvery old album - 2005.
but i am one who treasures vintage.
its damndamndamn nice can.
like this song:
歌曲：浪漫手机
歌手：周杰伦 专辑：十一月的萧邦
轻轻放 我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量
想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香
这夜晚 让暗恋很有画面感 回想
与你约会过的地方 都舍不得删
在脑海里储存欣赏
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习荧幕上 你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁 将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养 在虚拟土壤
电视墙 嘈杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃响
有一些话打好了都不敢传
怕收到信息的你在为难
街道上 人潮衬托我的孤单 想象
谁幸运的陪在你身旁 却误会一场
你也在等你手机响
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习荧幕上 你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁 将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养 在虚拟土壤
its veryveryvery romantic lorrs.
i hear like over 10 times? (:
and also the "枫", the piano part damndamn nice.
okayys back to the topic.
then went back home veryvery tired,
then rest for a while and did the homeecons thing again.
and i am still choosing recipes.
MONDAY - chionged the homeecons until mad.
but then still haven finish so go CO without eating lunch,
only the box of ondeh ondeh filled up my stomach.
CO, we had new songs. TURKISH MARCH! (:
from mozart lorr, i wann learn the piano sonata!
and good news. the whole CO no need to perform at amkcc on 28 sept lerr!
because of the PM Lee's security problem ._.
anyways my EOYs are saved! (:
and jiayous arh, justin. :DDDD
you're 1/4 power on stage. LOLLLLLLL.
and wenyi photostat worr(:
then I DO NOTHING?!!! ohno i dunwan be bimbo :DD
TUESDAY(TODAY) - sianned.
cleaned up house, very big achievement!
because my house is damn messy.
and then practised piano! arhhhhh my scales/
my fingers are getting lousier. MUST PRACTISE MORE!
and watched tv. SPONGEBOB IS GETTING MORE AND MORE CUTE... (:
and now i am using the comp, ltr eating lunch.
AND I CHANGED THE BLOGSKIN. though the previous blogskin is beautiful...
but then quite grey. (;
just want to change the "mood" of the skin (:...
get it, i am not deleting it! :D
hallelujah (:
well it really seemed so long, 10000000000yrs.
thats what they call exaggeration (:
hahax, lame. (but my leg not injured lehh)
now shall update.
WEDNESDAY(wow really that long!?) - english oral.
mark my word reader, i am doomed.
the reading of the passage was totally fine, thank God.
when it comes to the picture description and conversation,
the phrase that came out of my mouth the most - "ERRRRRRRRRRR..."
like 85% of the conversation was that phrase.
mdm jafaar still scratched her back in front of me... ._.
THURSDAY? - sucks larr, like usual.
ZZZZZzzzz...
FRIDAY - teacher's day! (:
well went back with mel to aps.
YUMENG I FINALLY FOUND YOU! man i missmissmiss her sooooo much!
she transferred to xinmin. (; abit sad for her as she is really really stressed in rgs.
well my conclusion for rgs is - HELL.
then saw mrs subrah and gave her the purple flower (bought in scool bkshop popular)
haha, as lively as before. SHE HAS A GRANDDAUGHTER! :DDDD
congratscongrats.
then went a WHOLE BIG ROUND and found gaolaoshi. TALL GUY/
raaaaars, i was like dunwan to give him liao, and then he appear. and then he disappear.
vicious cycle...._.
well gave him the orange flower and back to mel's home for literature journal.
wahhhhhhhhhhhs, chionged until 6.30pm!
when we reached PHS, mr white went off liao :S
so we asked somebody to put the book on his table.
i think i wun get high marks derr lah.
SATURDAY - stayed at home and did finish quite a lot of homework.
but then still got homeecons, so went to find recipes.
no piano lesson because of TEACHER'S DAY! (:
SUNDAY - shopping!
YAYYYYYYYYY! went shopping @ amk hub while mum go do facial.
well i bought food stuff and earrings (studs larr that kind, doggie pattern (((: ),
plus jay chou's "November's Chopin"!
i know its a veryvery old album - 2005.
but i am one who treasures vintage.
its damndamndamn nice can.
like this song:
歌曲：浪漫手机
歌手：周杰伦 专辑：十一月的萧邦
轻轻放 我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量
想关上这城市所有的灯光
黑暗中专心闻你的发香
这夜晚 让暗恋很有画面感 回想
与你约会过的地方 都舍不得删
在脑海里储存欣赏
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习荧幕上 你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁 将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养 在虚拟土壤
电视墙 嘈杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃响
有一些话打好了都不敢传
怕收到信息的你在为难
街道上 人潮衬托我的孤单 想象
谁幸运的陪在你身旁 却误会一场
你也在等你手机响
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习荧幕上 你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行
你微笑浏览 手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来得这么突然
短信的桥梁 将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养 在虚拟土壤
its veryveryvery romantic lorrs.
i hear like over 10 times? (:
and also the "枫", the piano part damndamn nice.
okayys back to the topic.
then went back home veryvery tired,
then rest for a while and did the homeecons thing again.
and i am still choosing recipes.
MONDAY - chionged the homeecons until mad.
but then still haven finish so go CO without eating lunch,
only the box of ondeh ondeh filled up my stomach.
CO, we had new songs. TURKISH MARCH! (:
from mozart lorr, i wann learn the piano sonata!
and good news. the whole CO no need to perform at amkcc on 28 sept lerr!
because of the PM Lee's security problem ._.
anyways my EOYs are saved! (:
and jiayous arh, justin. :DDDD
you're 1/4 power on stage. LOLLLLLLL.
and wenyi photostat worr(:
then I DO NOTHING?!!! ohno i dunwan be bimbo :DD
TUESDAY(TODAY) - sianned.
cleaned up house, very big achievement!
because my house is damn messy.
and then practised piano! arhhhhh my scales/
my fingers are getting lousier. MUST PRACTISE MORE!
and watched tv. SPONGEBOB IS GETTING MORE AND MORE CUTE... (:
and now i am using the comp, ltr eating lunch.
AND I CHANGED THE BLOGSKIN. though the previous blogskin is beautiful...
but then quite grey. (;
just want to change the "mood" of the skin (:
9:52 PM